Great way to start the year

Went to see Integrity and Ringworm last night. The other bands didn't matter. The show was pretty boring up until Ringworm and Integrity. Saw her. Easily one of the best nights I've had in years. So much fun. On the car ride back, I was staring off listening to this weird ambient acoustic stuff Cory was playing. It made me think. About everything. How everything, always has its own funny way of working everything out. Always. I'm learning to be more patient. I love it. Stuff it heading in the right direction, I just gotta wait it out.

I know that everything, know that everything, know that everything.

EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE FINE! I would have most likely already have killed myself if it wasn't for Blink 182. Jamming with this band today that has a emotive/pop-punk-esque sound to them. Pretty stoked about it.

Re-Reading

I was going over my blog and it's the same post over and over... it should tell me somethings about myself.

What to do...

I'm not sure what the hell is going on my life right now. As far as work goes, that's great! Making good money and working decent hours. I cannot complain. HOWEVER, my love(HAHAHA) life is kinda strange right now. The girl I'm completely head over heels for... I just don't know. It's nothing bad, I just think I want too much, too soon... which IS bad, I guess. She isn't ready to date, I know this... I just wanna date her though. I want to show her that all I want IS her. That sounds super creepy or whatever, I don't mean it that way. I just want to be with her. A part of me doesn't want her to read this, because this might creep her out a little, another part does. So, if you do/are reading this.

I don't want to push you away because I do like you, I just want to prove to you that there still are good guys out there who aren't gonna fuck with your heart. Give me a shot, I won't make you regret it.

Sleep.

There is no such thing, I hibernate. I hate it, haha. Today was decent, I just sat around and took a nap. I haven't ate much of anything today, because I'm just not hungry, I guess. I need more social stimulation in my life. It's driving me nuts.

Another one

Sometimes I want to just stop. I feel like I've taken one step forward and two steps back, ever since I got here. I know all my posts are, "Oh, blah blah blah. I'm so sad and shit. Blah blah blah." I'm just sick of feeling this god damn way. I have a job, great. I'm (as of lately) paying rent in my parents house, which is shitty. I haven't paid off my phone yet, god damnit. No car, even a bigger god damnit. I want a god damn girlfriend, more than anything. Haha. Jesus Christ. I miss everybody in Richmond, and all persons associated. I miss you guys more than anything in the World. All was right during this pass weekend. Thanks.

DEAR FATTY CAT

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