DAMNIT

I hate feeling like this! I don't know, I'm so antsy and anxious. I feel like I keep messing up, over and over. I want to do the right thing, I'm trying really hard. I just don't get it. Maybe I'm trying too hard, but I don't know. When I find something good, I don't want to let go. AT ALL. Maybe I'm just over thinking everything, but I have no idea. I don't think it's what I think it is (that sentance doesn't make sense at all). I just have a problem with over analyzing everything, I have the worst gut feeling in the world right now. I just need to calm down a little bit.