Saturday, June 27, 2009

Christ...

So, I'm fallen completely head over heels for this girl. She brings out a side of me that I haven't seen in a really long time, and I like it. I'm experiencing feelings that I thought were locked and never going to be seen again, but I'm scared. I'm terrified because what if... What if it isn't that I think it is? What if it's just another lost cause and I'm stuck on a desolte road alone... again. I'm just trying to keep my head straight and not screw up too much, and hope that things develope even more. I'm starting to adore her more each day, I must sound like a creep to her. I hope I don't come off as that, because it would be the last thing I would want. I'm just gonna take a day at a time, and enjoy the time we spend together.

4 comments:

Ashley said...

You're young! I mean we're both young! Heartbreak is always inevitable, but it's terrible when we wrap ourselves up too much in what "could" happen, and it bothers us so much that we let an opportunity pass by. One day at a time!

I can't wait to see you. We can get all gushy and talk about girls and shit. I can't wait.

nose over tail- Alkaline Trio

easymodetyler said...

Yeah, yeah. Young this, young that. I'm just getting older. When do I hit this age of not being "young" anymore?

Ashley said...

You're 19. There's nothing more sad than a young pessimist. Who wants to hit the age of "not being young"? You'll regret that statement in the future.

easymodetyler said...

Damnit Ashley, this is why I love you.